Hello Izni Irwansyah.

I know, this is kind of a weird way to reply to your text. I have so many things to say to you, so many things that I never let you know. I still remember the day  met you, zaman zaman kita pakai Blackberry dulu. And how we would change statuses on our BBM about each other.

So this is for you, my best friend. The one I can tell my soul to. Who can relate to me like no other. Who I can laugh with, to no extent. Who I can cry to when times are tough. Who can help me with the problems of my life. You never turned your back on my or told me I wasn't good enough or let me down. I don't think you know what that means to me. You have gone through so much pain and you still have time for me. And I love you for listening even when inside, you are dying. I look up to you because you are caring, strong and beautiful. Even though you don't think you are.

I am always scared to tell you how much you mean to me because I thought it will jinx our friendship or somehow, something would go wrong and we will just be those people who were best friends and never talk to each other again.

You are a much better friend than me. Always there when I needed you the most and to catch my tears. The things that you were there for, weren't little and somehow, you never walked away. You gave me strength and occasionally, the bitch slap that I need, from time to time.

I hope you know that I am always here to listen to you and laugh and cry and help in all the ways that I can and I will try to be least half the friend you are to me. I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, without you, my best friend. Its true what people say, best friends are the siblings that God forgot to give to you. And you my dear, are family. You, are home to me.

Reading the texts where we promise to grow old together, brings tears to my eyes because I realize how lucky I am to have a friend who is going to be there with me even when I get senile. I guess, the whole summary of this is the fact that I want you to know, no matter how hard it gets or how many fights we have, you always have a special place in my heart and in my life. And like we said, I do hope we grow old together and I get to meet your kids and be there for every big event in your life.

Love you to bits and pieces, super girl.

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