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The Month of December
Wednesday, 5 December 2012 @ 19:39 | 0 Comment [s]
So, here we are again. Close to the ending of another year. The beginning of the month got me thinking about what happened in the whole year. The bridges that were burned, new friends were made, new enemies were known. I let go of everything important to me and in return, learned the most painful lesson in life. Its safe to say that I am just ready to be taken into the year 2013. The only thing that I will carry with me to the upcoming year was that someone dear to me told me, behind my every smile, is a secret. Mum always said, my eyes have so much stories to tell. It just needs the right person to be able to read the stories in them. People who are in my life usually knows only bits and pieces of me. No one has been able to know me, the real, wholesome me and maybe that's not a bad thing after all. At least I'll be spending my new year at home, surrounded by my loves. This year has made me feel like I was lost in a maze. The beginning started of wonderful but the rocky middle and stormy end has got me thinking that maybe I should pull myself away again. Pull away from the people who surrounds me. Pull away from those who has hurt me and also pull away from those I have hurt. This year has taught me that you may not get everything you want in life but that doesn't mean that you shouldn't even try. What is life without a few disappointments and humiliation here and there? It also taught me that fairytales do happen in the middle of an ordinary day. No, I am not saying that I have had my forever and ever kind-of-love, I am just saying that I may have found a guy who makes me wanna have that kind-o-love with him. :) Hey, whoever told you that fairytales needs the story to end right that instant? ;) As usual, I am hoping 2013 will be a better year for all of us. Especially to those people who has had a rough year in 2012, you guys deserve a break next year. Lord knows how much I understand that feeling. Maybe, 2013 is the year I change something big. Maybe. |
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